the day Morgan got his heart broken..

so this was what that happened yesterday...

i wasnt very good at dealing with stress, probably being the 1st time in my life where i felt that bad. so one of my fren told me..

the best way to deal with stress was to deal with the source.

so after like a few weeks of thinking thoroughly, i decided to sms her.. for those who dont know.,Magd la.


this is what i sent yesterday at about 7pm.

there is something i wanted to tell you for a long time. i been secretly in love with you.

after that i been wreck waiting for her reply. i was expecting a bad news reply. as like how all the previous confession ended up.

at about 10pm sasi was down in penang. we went for a few beers. i was pretty drunk. i was thinking that being drunk would help easy the pain of heartbreak. waiting and waiting.

10pm..
11pm..
12am..
01am..
04am..
06am..
07am..

thats was like everyother night when i get really work up or excited about something. the anticipation just keeps on waking me up.

at about 7am i wowed. till about 2.30pm. till then no reply. it was just killing me. went for a late lunch. played some wow.

at about 8pm today....

it finally came..the reply i been waiting for.. 1 came , then 2, then 3 then 5 came.

in this order. i am still trying to figure out which was first and whats she saying...

A - I dont want to have a serious relationship for a moment. Actually u ar a nice guy. I hope that U

B - Continue as my friend. and i need to study than plan to go arab, jeddah. I hope U T

C - U understand what i said. dont want to hurt u more. sorry. reply u late. i dont know

D - What u said and some times to think. that all. i hope i day u will fine someone suitable

E - For u. i hope we are still cousin. i am not reject u.


i dont really know which goes in which order. maybe you can arrange it better.

so now i dont really know what to think. but i think she wants me to stay frens/cousin with her..

i hadnt reply her yet.. what should i say.

if you knows something i dont, pls help me out.

broken hearted morgan.

QQ

PS.- ** this is by far the most words she has ever written to reply to an sms i sent her. in history **

my dad is finally discharged !

to all that was here and there,

thank god who made this all happen.
thank you all who prayed and gave support.
thank all the doctors and nurses in GH who cared beyond themselves.
thank you everyone who came and visited, sent regards and wishes, talking me through this time, gave gifts, and was there when it mattered most.


i bid thee great thanks.

the next meal is on me. all me :)

dad is still stuck in the hospital...

this is starting to boring..
but,
he is still in the hospital.
cos his blood pressure and sugar level is too high.

will update again soon.

GG

Dad is discharged ! as i heard..

woke up at about 8am. took my bath and headed over to the hospital. so it seems my dad will be getting out today. so hope its true :) maybe he will stay wiht my aunty in tg bungah or juru. he still hasnt decided.

as per expected ..

god bless him and all of us :)

thank you for all teh prayers. next meal is on me !

GG

kindness and love.

hey all.
responsibilities. today it has started. my role as a responsible son. i will now be the standby guy for my mom. so anything she needs, I'll have to deliver regardless of when and how. stress, its taking up my wow time, darn it. but alas, its for my dad :) nuff said.

kindness and love of people and life. if you feel that you have done enough just by donating money or financial aids, thats so untrue. its not the same until you do it by helping out yourself. but be wary of fake people who pretend that they need ur aid.

so yeah, my dad's blood pressure is too high, so the docs have stopped him from coming back. maybe in a day or two, he can come back :)

so nothing much been happening as of late. been out only a couple of time. movie and some eatings. kinda less exciting nowdays.

been wowing a lot. the best thing to do when u are on standby. lol. lvl 50 on my alt warrior. 20 more to go. booyah !

no work options yet. hope to get good news soon. well we can only pray. just hope i get one real soon. if not i'll be sooo dead .... NOT.

have already figured out a way to clear all my CC debts of rm 6000.00 by 2 months time i'll be debt free and poor. by then i sure bloody well slim down. as ppl have told me thats the only way. so everything is worth a try i guess.

so whats new in your life ? do feel free to share....

GG

things are going well

well things are looking good for my dad. went to see him today, his stitches were all removed. the wound are healing pretty well. so yeah. damn good recovery. he will be discharged probably on monday :)

as you know, i try keep everyone close with me in the loop regarding my dad. so one day, magdelene suggested that she wanted to go see my dad. so a couple days back i fetched her. now she wanted to get some stuff for my dad, like "buah tangan" its better to go visiting with something rather than empty handed. a fine gesture. so we went to adventist hospital, where she worked. she was night shift for this week. so she was picking and choosing stuff. i was like eyeing the yummy cakes and buns. after like 30 mins of "shopping" she came out with a hamper. i mean, thats was a supprise. i tot she was just gona get a few things. so we managed to get it to the hospital. so everyone was there, it was like an ambush of some sorts. i mean, my mom , 3 aunties and my dad.

my dad is out of ICU.

today i went to see him. i was waiting outside the ICU door for liek 30mins. then my aunty came and said that my dad is already out. thats great news. so now he is in normal care. he can now speak properly but complains of chest pain and whatever whenever he burps or swallows. should be the side effect of the surgery. so yeah. things are starting to look good.

in a couple more days he will be able to head home :)

GG

dark clouds are brewing...

well my has has woken up. but he is still tired from the operation. he now eat moi, but still unable to say much. so hopefully tomorrow he will be stronger. all and all, according to the docs, his other organs arent normal. he said that maybe his other organs are weak or affected by the surgery somehow. thats what been causing him to be weak. so just hope that his vitals can normalize tomorrow.

tomorrow will be another day.

pray for his recovery !

GG

Surgery went well, now for recovery.

this morning 7.36am my dad was pushed into the operating theater in GH. so i hung around for about an hour then i left for home. my mom was still chilling in the TV room to wait for any complications.

then at about 2.00pm i went tot he hospital to see my dad. i couldnt find my mom. she had gone out with my aunty to see a doctor. at about 2.30pm, the nurse call me and said that my dad was out of the theater.

so basically i was there all alone, i didnt know what to do or where to go. i took my dad's stuff and handed them over to the nurse and left the CICU.

at about 3pm my mom got back. so now we went to see the surgeon who did the operation. he explained what he did to us.

as a summary, the surgery has went smoothly. he grafted 3 new "veins" for my dad's heart. then told us that my dad's heart is pretty bad shape. many veins were already damaged, and some were even calcified. he did his best. but at this old age and health problems, its common that the heart has these much problems. so he told us that my dad needs to control his lifestyle. if not, he might have another heart issue.

yeah, so the next 12 hrs is very critical. he left my dad asleep. if he is able to breath on his own by tonight, everything should be fine. if not he will wait for tomorrow morning before remove the breathing support system.

thats about what happen to my dad today. pls pray for his recovery !

thank you all.

and i have a freaking ear infection/problem.

so the bypass is postponed. maybe for 3 days to 1 week.
my dad's heart is swollen. he is 3x the risk or a normal person for the bypass so the docs told him to chill in the hospital and run some check up on him.

so pls pray for my dad x 3 !

and i have a freaking ear problem. now half my face is in minor pain. then my ear is touched its painful. saw the docs. they gave me ear drop which i dont know how to properly apply. then I'll hear the ocean in my head. and i cant even eat properly without pain ><

GG

my dad's in the hospital......

yeah. today the hospital called up and asked for him to get admitted immediately. he was in juru at that time. so i asked for the nurse to call him there. my second bro fetch him to the hospital at about 4 pm. i was sleeping then tired from whatever. then at about 6 pm i went hiking with pongs n cikgu. its was a though feat. we finished at about 8pm. it was pitch dark and nearly lost ourselves. so not too bad today. after that, i fetched my mom and visited my dad at the hospital at about 9pm. the docs said that his bypass is on Wednesday morning. so he said we all should be there and prepare for good or bad.

so please help to pray for my dad's well being for the bypass.

thanks alot !

GG