zomg ! lol ! ish ! omg ! hahaha ! kekek ! lols !

CHAPTER V

zomg ! ish ! ish ! lol ! lol ! haha ! kekeke ! AKAKAKAKAK ! lols !

if you know me well enough, i say them almost all the time. well i laugh alot if compared to the next person i know. i dont know why but it seems like the natural reaction. this are what we call expression. since i been playing so much WOW. well on MSN they are known as emoticons (emotion icons) ... i have assimilated them into my RL (real life) conversations also. that alone tells you how much i sit myself in front of the monitor everyday but every once a while i do get out and see the sun :) go run a bit in the gym. walk a bit in the garden, get wet in the pool and sweat out in the sauna. and for the night, will be the regular dinner eat a lot and movies. occasional BBQ and drinking.

its the good life. well when/if you have the financial capacity to fuel it of cos. the retired man's life. i am lucky cos i dont have to worry bout house or car loans. i seem to be able to avoid them thus far. but like my dad told me one day. even the poorest of man can afford a house, a car and a motor. these things dont signify your successfulness now a days. he said you need more then those mere items to be successful.

so in short my dad is hinting that i am not a successful man. or not there yet anyways. i used to be very sensitive when he bangs me on this topic. i get all worked up. but now i am coming to understand what he means. what he says is true. i mean, any tom,dick and harry can get a house,car and motor. is those who get the house, car and motor and then some are the better off people.

now after putting that into the equation, i am by far worst then tom,dick or harry at the moment. i own a whole lot of plastic cars, houses and motors.

but just think about what my dad told me...everyone can afford a house, car and motor. it also means that everyone will have the capacity to afford utilities to support life.

GG

yours truly,
Morgan Ramanchandram.
27 mar 2007.

- The Day Morgan Grew Up.
- a morgan story (2007) preview.

P.S - macros. we all got macros.

I kena WHACK !

zomg !

i kena whack !

1st time in my 25years on this planet !

omg omg !

sueh day !

now have to ask ama to urut for me !

nonsense !

i buy 5531 + 2203 + 7972. hope they come out 1st prize tomorrow :)

GG

Till all are one..

I went to church last sunday. no force no farce. with my own free will. felt kinda weird the forst few minutes as i stepped into the compound. watching all the people mingling and talking. as though i reconnected to a part of me that was lost for a long time. the last time i went to church was like in 2 or 3 years. its has been that long that i disconnected myself form the religion. maybe that would explain my behavior.

anyways, it was a great mass. song were nice. the fan was great. they did a good job in touching up the church building. now it looks majestic. the priest was also less hypocritical then the previous ones. that was amongst the few reason that i stopped going to church. i mean i still believe in god and all his wonders, i just didnt feel that i do it better esle where. maybe its was just my lazy excuse to skip church. who knows... well, church now looks promising now. maybe i'll give it a go next sunday :)

so the time of lent is near. its time for sacrifice and giving. confession is today. its been a while too since i did that. well, another old new experience.

its time for me to put religion back into my life. it will do me some good. by god's will. i hope so too.

thats about it for now. maybe going for MR bean or charllottes web later.

enjoy.

PS. if you see that dvd cover, and it moves. PLS PLS buy it for me ! only original will move !

Doing what you hate and ...

.. keeping what/who you love !

or

Doing what you like and losing what/who you love !

life is such that we cant never have all that our hearts desire. life was never a fair player, just a cunning one.

sometime we fail to see the weight of our actions. we just fail to see, and we need help in seeing.

its never too late and there is always time.

never doubt that for a minute.

GG.

What if ........

CHAPTER IV

Deep down inside I don't wanna do this. I am really afraid of growing up. I really don't know what to do from now on. I am so afraid of failing and falling. What if I don't make enough money this month ? What if all my toys and my confidence all take a big dive. What if my precious Transformers all of a sudden become worthless pieces of plastics ? What if I don't make this months Credit Card Payments ? What if after i tried my best and still failed to woo the girl of my dreams ? What if ....

For the pass couple of weeks I been living in total irresponsibility. I haven't been doing much of anything really. Playing WOW, eating out, Movies, Gambling, loitering and having fun. Living a life of a teenager. Deep down I am just an overgrown child. Many of us are until that one event strike us where it hurts most and we just wake up. SO I don't know when will my event hit me but my parents consistently remind me to grow up. I thought I would by adding on some of my parents responsibilities onto myself. But it looks like it wasn't enough. I still need to figure out ways of "waking up".

I didn't think that submitting and obeying and conforming to the rule of life would be this difficult. Now i can slowly understand why people say what they say. not all but some. Many things that is done I myself don't really know why I do them. Probably

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