the serious post

today i have a really big argument with my dad,
the topics were..

1 - me being a useless son who does nothing but play computer games, eat and get fat all day.
2 - whether money spent on my uni fee's were worth it or not.
3 - a house which was offered to me by the malaysian government, thanks to my dad.
4 - being useless all together.

so i felt really sad. he made me feel as though i was a total leech. been sucking on the family resources and not giving anything back. so i decided, that i would no longer ask for any more help. i might as well stop now, before i waste even more money. and told him that i no longer want to go back to aus. and will start my life here in penang. and told him that i'll will get on life without depending on him. as for the house, i told him that i would buy it for my own.

so i guess now, i just killed any help from my family. maybe too drastic. but it will be for the better for everyone.

GG